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sadoptimistic
22 November 2009 @ 12:06 am
Bah  
My birthday came..and went. I slept it away cause I...basically I got the flu on Sunday. Amanda came in Friday and I hung out with her and Joy...Sunday started to not feel great. Found out early Sunday Amanda got the Swine Flu. I started going bad Sunday went to the Drs on Monday where I was told that they were surprised that my flu results came back negative...but apparently 40% of the test is accurate. WTF? missed 4 days of work went back a little bit on Friday.

And yes I was sick on my birthday and no i haven't done anything. Probably won't. Ugh. So no cake and just a few cards. Sigh.

Anyways Chris and Kristen asked me to create a list of what I want for Christmas...k...I have no idea. The things I want are expensive and in the end I will buy them. ANd I'm tired of Bath and Body works. So...what do I ask for? I'm not going to get DVDs cause I don't really need any or want any. Sigh. I'm tired. Cranky...and Cranky.
 
 
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sadoptimistic
11 November 2009 @ 07:18 pm
 I had a really tiring day. I'm exhausted. I know I haven't updated but nothing has been happing except yeah I got a doggie! I posted a quick vid of him and me talking baby talk to him.  Ha. I have to get him a UGA pet jersey but I have a feeling Amanda is getting him one. Amanda is my friend who lives in LA but went to UGA then went back to go to graduate school. I haven't seen her in 4 years but we've kept in touch so I'm VERY excited to see her this weekend! EEE!!!! 

Younger Guy came into work. Okay I gotta explain something. that morning I had a "vision" I guess where I almost ran into him without me knowing it was him when I left my "office area". I didn't know he was there yet and I was just headin out, saw his feet *I think I was thinking or something cause I usually never look at the floor when leaving* and looked up to see him there. He laughed and said "I was actually looking for you" and asked me work related questions. But I just thought it was weird that that image came true. Weird. Then he came in my office area cause he had nothing to do and we talked for 20-30 minutes. So yeah. 

So on another note my birthday is exactly a week away and yeah got nothing to do. Neither next Friday which I just remembered is Pandora, Smallville's gift to Elan. Yeah that's right (spills narassim) 

Oh yeah. I'm going to start sending Christmas Cards the beginning of December. Please let me know if you want one (that includes you my Chilieans (is that how you spell it? Sorry if it's wrong)! I like sending and receiving mail from other countries. I'm not going to be PC and send Holiday Cards. IF you're Jewish I'll be happy to wish you a Happy Hanukkah just let me know otherwise you'll get a Christmas card. I think. I got my cards a long time ago LOL. Email me at ekara7@gmail.com your address and you'll get some Holiday Cheer!
 
 
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sadoptimistic
03 November 2009 @ 08:28 pm
 
 
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sadoptimistic
01 November 2009 @ 01:46 am
 Got a text from Sarah at around 12 tonight. I couldn't sleep (slept for about 2 hours if that) and I get a text saying this:

sarah: hey u wanna get lunch with me and Younger Guy tomorrow? (actually it was more like !?! lol)

me: where y'all going? 

sarah: (some sushi place) has great food! me and mike (her hubby) went there! (and Younger Guy asked me to ask you! wink wink) lol

me: really? he did you dork

sarah: lol he txted me! cause i said I was gonna go over there and get some fossils (elan: wtf? lol okay go back to the note) & I said why dont we get lunch! (he doesn't want to be alone with me either ) he thinks I'm a cougar! LMAO

weird. 

anyways you wanna see the pumpkin I did today at the last minute? I think Shawn and Gus would be amused!









 
 
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sadoptimistic
29 October 2009 @ 06:12 pm
I thought I offended Young Guy on facebook so I sent him the first message. Yeah. this is what happened.
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sadoptimistic
27 October 2009 @ 10:11 pm
Sigh  
 
previous related post.... read this if you haven't already...


I think he doesnt. I think he has a thing for my married friend Sarah. She texted him that if she wasnt married would he date her (she does that..i'm not sure why) and she told me he wrote a long ass email via facebook. And I let some people read it. Two people who don't know them say that he doesnt. Sarah told her husband Mike who said that Young Guy likes her. 

Sigh. 

So why does that bother me? Oh right. I'm jealous. And I guess I'm that lonely.  Sigh.
 
 
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sadoptimistic
26 October 2009 @ 09:08 pm
 I got a new doggie! But I will have to show you a picture later cause I'm tired...and I got something else to post.

So theres this guy at work who I'll the Younger Guy but also Picks on me a lot guy...cause that's all he does to me. Well kinda. But he does it a lot. And we're kinda friends but he only works now on Monday and Friday afternoons cause he's a student and younger than me. And he picks on me all the time. It drives me insane. I don't mind if you tease me or pick on me but when it's constant it's like okay enoughs enough dude. 

Sarah had a party on Saturday night it was a costume party/Halloween party. It was a blast and a small group of us if you think about it. Mostly from work sans two spouses and one of Mike's (Sarah's husband) friend and Younger's Guy roommate (who was kinda cute). I had a blonde wig on and was Buffy the Sparkly Vampire Slayer. Sid came and asked if I was Hannah Montana. Younger Guy called me that all night. 

He introduced me to his roommate and proceeded to tell his roommate that he could call me Elaine, Ellen. I hate those cause all my life people have been saying my name wrong and those are the names that they use. Ugh.

Before that he lightly shoved/pushed me on the shoulder (something he also did Friday at work). 

He did other stuff that I'm too tired to really comment. But you kinda get the drift. I was like Sarah why does he keep DOING that? She said he did it to her at first and maybe that's how he is with his friends that are girls. But I'm like yeah but he's been doing this to me for way too long. It's getting annoying. Then she said maybe it's the whole little boy who's pulling on the girls head. And she'll ask him about it.

So she talked to him about it when she took him home from class today (she's a student too). This is what she texted me:

"I took him home today and I asked him if he likes you. He said he doesn't know you well enough but he doesn't not like you (don't tell him I said anything to you).......i think if he knew you more that he would ask you out cause he said its not that hes not interested"

WTF does that mean? Ugh. Weirdo. I'm so stupid when it comes to these things. Seriously.





 
 
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sadoptimistic
13 October 2009 @ 08:02 pm
Type your cut contents here.stole this from[info]verogeller because it looked so awesome. taken me awhile to do it cause you over think it then you change it then
you want to make it as pretty as she made it.

YOUR LIFE AS A ROMANTIC COMEDY: RECASTING YOUR LIFE


You have to choose the ACTORS who will play:
- Yourself a.k.a. the main character
- The true love
- The "mistake"
- The true love's best friend
- The rival
- Mum
- Dad
- Sister/brother (or both)
- The best friend
- The gay best friend
- The pet
- The city

And now you have to choose YOUR PERSONAL SOUNDTRACK, of course:
- Opening credits
- Falling in love
- The kiss
- Sex
- The break up
- The psychological breakdown
- Shopping with friends
- Getting back together
- End Credits

Yourself a.k.a. the main character
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Zooey Deschanel.

okay so she doesn't exactly look like me..sans big nose. maybe. I probably should've picked someone more my coloring and height like Anne Hathaway. but I think Zooey could get the essence of me better than anyone. And she's not as tall but over look that. BUT, She's got good bite to her and could see her doing my type of humor. She can do goofy and silly but still have a seriousness to her. Plus I love her so that's major points!


The True Love




John Krasinski

What don't I love about this guy? Seriously. He plays Jim Halpert on the Office which is probably why I love him in the first place. But like Zooey he can do goofy, he can do smart guy, he can be charming, sweet, kind, serious, and standup guy, funny, etc. He can do the nice guy well. But he's not overly hawt. Did I mention he's freakin tall? Yeah. Bonus which is why I picked him!

THE MISTAKE


Alex O'Loughlin

SEX. GUH. He's one of the few guys...probably only that I see and all my animal instincts kick in. He's got tattoos and he's got the mischievous gleam in his eyes. But he's dead sexy. Good for playing a vampire. I'm sorry I'm going to stare at him for a moment....

True Love's Best Friend

James Van Der Beek

I wanted someone who looked different from the other two. I thought he was funny on a How I Met Your Mother episode and I think he could just go have fun with this role but not go full douche bag. He would be likeable and it's my movie so there. I'm giving someone not a big star. MWAH!

The Rival


Kristen Bell

I think she could make a good rival even tho she's way smaller than me. She's got a great presence and I think that could make for good intimidation on screen. Plus I didn't want to get someone stupid hot like Megan Fox cause that's totally boring and way too easy to hate. Just cause they're hot doesn't make them interesting. I like Bell and think she would make a cool rival without going stereotypical.

Mom

Raquel Welch

I asked my mom who she'd want to play her now in a movie. She picked Raquel Welch. I agree cause she's kinda cool. If you look at her in the 60s she was classically beautiful and the same is true today. I think she could play a tough mom who could scare people twice her size. She'd have to study my mom though cause my mom is an fascinating actor study.



DAD

Robert Duvall

If you're a southerner and you have a movie you need Duvall in your movie. Seriously. I asked my dad the same question as my mom and he picked Duvall. He goes “well he is 10 years older than me” and I told him it was perfect. Everyone loves Robert Duvall and everyone loves you so it's perfect. Bonus points for being charming, southern, and playing Boo Radley in To Kill a Mockingbird. And he's bald. Oh and has the same blue eyes as my dad. Go dad!


Brother


Brandon Routh

 

He's actually 5 years younger than Chris but he's got the same coloring with the exception of the paleness. I think he could make a good fun older brother.

 

Sister in Law


Jenna Fisher
 

 

I love her. Honest. I almost picked her as me but she's the same age as Kristen my sister in law. But I think she could do bubbly and girlness of my sister in law so I think she'd be great. Plus her and Routh would look so cute together!

 

the Best Friend

 

Justin Bartha

 

Okay I originally picked him for the true love's best friend but then I thought it over and thought he would be better as mine. Because he's got that sarcastic flair that I adore (and have) and I would totally see us as friends. So there you go. Plus him and Zooey are so cool together. Bonus!

 

the Gay Best Friend

 

Misha Collins

He's not gay but I think he can do gay well. WHAT?!?!?!


the Pet

Goldie

i miss her everyday but she has the biggest star quality.

the City



Athens, GA

It's got a good small city with big city thrown in the mix. Besides UGA football is going to be part of the story too. Also, I live here. DUH

And now you have to choose YOUR PERSONAL SOUNDTRACK, of course:

Opening Credits

Extraordinary – liz phair

 

I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me
I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary
Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess

 

a rock song to open the show. Yeah. I'm awesome but I so feel like this. I know everyone else does too.

Falling in Love

 

every day – buddy holly


Everyday it's a-gettin' closer
Goin' faster than a roller coaster
Love like yours will surely come my way
A-hey, a-hey-hey
Everyday it's a-gettin' faster
Everyone said, go ahead and her
A-hey, a-hey-hey
Everyday seems a little longer
Every way love's a little stronger
Come what may
Do you ever long for, true love from me

Sigh. Wanted a classic song and it had to be Buddy Holly. Had to.
The Kiss

crash into me-dave matthews band

Touch your lips just so I know
In your eyes, love, it glows so
Im bare boned and crazy for you
When you come crash
Into me, baby
And I come into you

I actually chose something different then changed my mind (again) & picked this. Glad I did. *loves*


The Break Up

Split Screen Sadness - John Mayer

"All you need is love" is a lie 'cause
We had a love but we still said goodbye
Now we’re tired, battered fighters

And it stings when it nobody’s fault cause there's
Nothing to blame At the drop of your name
It’s only the air you took and the breath you left

a great song to show that sometimes...love isn't just enough. Oo another song!

The psychological breakdown

 

sound of silence – simon and garfunkel

Hello darkness, my old friend,
Ive come to talk with you again,
Because a vision softly creeping,
Left its seeds while I was sleeping,
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence.


Depressingly good.

Shopping with Friends

short skirt/long jacket - cake



I want a girl with the right allocations
Who's fast and thorough
And sharp as a tack
She's playing with her jewelry
She's putting up her hair
She's touring the facility
And picking up slack


Not your typical shopping song but I think it would be a nice change of pace and a funky cool song to go with a different set of friends. Who happen to include Justin Bartha.


Getting Back Together

Only Heart- John Mayer


And you live like your hand's on the horn, baby
I adore you but there's a hole in the cup that should hold my love
If you let, if you let, if you let me leave
I swear I never will

Remember now you
You've got my only heart
Yeah, you got my only heart
Yeah, you got my only
Only heart

another one I had a different song to. But I changed my mind once again because this on is sweet. And it's another John Mayer so there you go.

End Credits

My Best Friend - Weezer

There is no other one who can take your place
I feel happy inside when I see your face
I hope you believe me
Cause I speak sincerely
and I mean it when I tell you that I need you

I could've easily gone with Queen song here but that song has been used so many times. So I went with WEEZER! WOO


Sorry for the crazy sized fonts. stupid thing doesn't like me copying an

 


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sadoptimistic
11 October 2009 @ 08:49 pm
Bah I'm boring. sorry. get over it. LOL. So does anyone want to see my new hair?

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sadoptimistic

We haven't heard from him via the phone since Saturday. But my mom's been emailing him. Here's the following emails and responses. Blue represents mom. It's true I should've called Kristen but I could say I don't have her cell either...but dammit I do.

Chris, when you left to find Kristen, you told Elan to stay at the bar where she was and she did.  She COULD NOT HEAR you when you were on the the phone--of course, you don't believe her.  She did not know where you were because you told her you were going to find Kristen.  I do hope you found her and you could have used her phone to call Elan or me and I would have called Elan.  She managed to find a way home.  I assume you made it home with all your friends in good shape.  I'm not surprised your phone gave out as you were so busy on the phone with whomever, when I let Elan and the chicken out you did not even speak to me or her.  I trust the chicken met with your approval.

I know you have a million reasons why you were right and she was wrong.  I know how upset she was when she came home--Sarah brought her home, in cause you didn't know.  I know she was planning to go with you to watch the game and she really wanted you to meet her friend Sarah.

I know you had a great time with all your friends and how important that is to you.

Its a 2 way street. Kristen does not have elanns cell. Elan did not call kristen. I did say hello to u and I waved. I know u always take her side. Also there was no reaso for elan to call me and to start just yelling at me without first finding out what happened. Everyone in the car heard it and was wondering what happen. Furthermore I was not saying elan was lying when she could not hear me. I could tell it was loud and I understood. I was just saying I did what I could get ahold of her.  I could not hear where she was because it was loud where I was if I knew where she was I would have gone and gotten her.

Oh, so you think I always take Elan's side?  Just think about that, Chris.  I never do anything to help you or give you support, do I?  You should have called my home phone number (you know that number even if it is not on Kristen's phone) and I would have found Elan to make sure she had a way home.  Elan was mad - you just do not understand that.  She was just as embarrassed  by your failue to communicate in front of her friend just as you were in front of your friends by her call.  Go, enjoy your weekend.  Send me a check for $20.00 (the chicken cost $40.13) which is minus $20.13 for Elan and Sarah's food at the tailgate and you never have to worry about Elan again--you should be so lucky as to have to be concerned about her-ever!   You were wrong not to call me and tell me you couldn't get in touch with her. You sure made my weekend.

 
 
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sadoptimistic
03 October 2009 @ 10:27 pm
 everyone and his friends kristen's (my sister in law) friends were coming. i told them hey y'all need to get here early the night before. things are insane and since it's LSU they're big tailgaters/partiers. But of course they know better. Earlier this week Chris asked me to go pick up some food at chicken express they ordered before because they wouldn't have time to do it or even room. He said he'd pay me back. they were going to leave at 9 or 9:30 this morning and it takes them about 45 mins from Lawrenceville depending upon traffic. 

okay. they didn't leave their house until about 10. i was like yeah that sucks when he called. told him to call me when they get into town because mom was going to drop me off since it's insane here parking wise traffic wise etc. so pick up the food 40 bucks. i charge it to my credit card. mom drops me off where he is. it's a tray full of chicken with biscuits and gravy in another bag. it was heavy. the douche was on the phone and only closed my door. didn't even help me until we were about to their spot. Ass didn't even say hello to his own mother. 

i call my friends to let them know where we might be cause they said they might stop by. so i call them let them know. chris, eddie, mr. neal (eddies dad) are going back to their car to get other stuff and i'm on the phone. chris asks me "hey you wanna go with us" i tell him no. because i would've had to carry shit and i'm not going to be their lacky now. i was invited to go to their tailgate i got the fucking food why should I help them? so 30 minutes later they get back. i was talking to mrs. neal keeping her company. Why should she be alone you know?

oh and i told my brother when i arrived that he owed me 40.13 for the food he was like i can't right now i'll have to pay you later or whatever. i'm like yeah i'm never seeing that money. 

kristen and others were arriving separately and didn't get their until an hour and a half later because of parking, etc. whatever. I'd say 12:30. About 2 and a half hours to tailgate before everyone packs up and heads to the bar. Oh what fun!

they come back and basically we wait til kristen comes. i find out that kristen brought her friend nicholas who mom told me months ago that kristen wanted to matchmake with me. i see him and i'm like..are you fucking serious? Yeah. I'll tell you why by facebook mail.

sarah calls me and she comes and i'm like oh thank god. she keeps me entertained and i have someone you know? she and i went to the bookstore nearby cause our friend josh works there during game day so we visit him then head back talk with a few but mostly talk to each other. which really they did when i'm there with no one.

so we're sitting and sarah has to pee i told them that i'm going with her to show her a place and he's like come back cause we're packing up *aka help us pack up* and i told sarah that i'm glad we left cause i'm not doing that anymore. so they drop off the stuff to the car we meet chris and the guys. the wives went to the bar apparently. we went to one bar and sarah and i were told to stay there until they find the wives or another place. we stay and sarah was saying that there was no chairs so it's not going to be very fun i'm like okay well i'll call chris.

call him they're at THAT bar with the wives tell me to come there. i don't know where it is so they tell me i forget the name just know the landmark. we get there and i call him couldn't get ahold of him. i called 2x. he finally called me about 5 minutes later. i can't hear him. he's in the bar. i tell him i can't hear you. hes going to call me back does i still can't hear him. he calls me again still can't hear him. he doesn't call me back. sarah takes me home. i didn't tell him. i've been calling him. asshole hasn't called me back. he didn't even pay me. 

So that's my brother. what a great guy right? here's the voice message he left on my cell: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xS-BO2qD_eE
 
 
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sadoptimistic
02 October 2009 @ 05:55 pm
 I was going through my old LJ journal late this afternoon at work because I was looking for old pictures to post on facebook. I came across some rather interesting entries that related to my former crush Wes. I never forget how much I liked him, and it hit hard when I was traveling to Asheville because we passed Toccoa Falls College where he told me he went to school before he transferred to UGA. My emotions somewhat got the best of me and I got extremely sad. I'm not sure why they've been hitting me lately, my memories I felt nearly 4 years ago this Fall. It's like I"m resorting to my 21 year old self. 

Maybe it's the feelings, the butterflies, the flirting that I miss or maybe it's him. Or maybe it's all of those reasons. I get into stalker mode and want to raid Facebook to find him, then yell at the computer screen when it turns out that he still hasn't updated..or even really logged in. He's the ONE PERSON who's NOT On FACEBOOK. It's annoying. Especially since I don't have a picture, only a mental image that Nathan from One Tree Hill and the guy in the Bad Day video resemble him. 

I keep going back to this quote that Meg Ryan said in either, When Harry Met Sally, French Kiss, or Sleepless in Seattle "I don't miss him but I miss the idea of him." But what I know is that I miss both, even though nothing happened except flirting. I know and remember that I was at the edge of the cliff, and that if we had gone out, dated, whatever I would've fallen in love with him. And that's what I scares me, even now. But for right now I will miss him and embrace the memory...because that's all I have. 

and ups guy. Apparently.
 
 
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Current Music: In Love with a Memory - Corey Smith
 
 
sadoptimistic
26 September 2009 @ 10:52 pm

OMG OMG OMG OMG. Have I told y'all how much I love UGA football? Seriously. We beat Arizona State in a thrilling victory that was literally last minute. Yeah we should've killed them but it was raining and no one not even they played good tonight. Too bad I wasn't in town to watch it. 

I'm in Asheville, NC right now with my mom. It was sort of a last minute but not really vacation. Mom wanted to go somewhere this weekend and I wanted to get the hell out of work. I hadn't had a vacation nor a day off (that didn't involve me being sick). She's driving me crazy and we're having to share a hotel room. I'm spoiled when it comes to hotel rooms in recent years because in my former work whenever I had to travel I got my own room. And I'm a creature of habit dammit!

For my friends not familar with Asheville and for those not in the US, Asheville is basically famous for the Biltmore House. It's known as America's Castle and is the largest private home here in the US. it's this http://www.wayfaring.info/wp-content/uploads/2009/07/Sun-Biltmore-House-1.jpg.

Been raining here today you know the day that we have time to visit the house. Sigh. It's just my luck. Whatever. I had a good time pretty much. Didn't get the picture of the front house like I wanted to cause mom didn't want to go by the house again. *i love my mom i love my mom i love my mom i love my mom*

North Carolina is beautiful country but I love Georgia even tho it's not as beautiful. The people and atmosphere what makes it wonderful.

Ugh I hate my mood theme. Seriously. I did it the way it's suppose to and it's fucked up. WTH?
 
 
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sadoptimistic
 OKay mom if you want to go anywhere in NC you have to use Interstate Hwys...to go anywhere. We've spent the last 30 minutes in our hotel wasting time to figure out how to get downtown...She's driving me nuts! Oh hurray I have two nights to deal with this. UGH. Never go with an idiot anywhere.
 
 
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